[Instrument Selection Synths, Electric Guitar, Distorted Bass, Heavy Drum Beat, layered vocal harmonies in Chorus, harmonized vocal backing in Verse & Bridge] [Verse 1] I was just a kid, fuckn terrified, Hiding in the shadows, everything I denied Pretending 2 be someone I could never be, Swallowed by the lies that were hurting me Picked up the bottle, hit that shit hard, Numbed the fuckn pain, left my soul scarred Years of lies, drownin in sin, Didnt know who I was, & I fuckn lost it [Chorus] Now I’m out, but the wars still on, Addictions a bitch, it only cares if ur gone Fell 4 the men whod never love me back, Fuckd up & hollow, always off track Married a man I didnt even fuckn love, Lonely as hell, if u push, Ill shove Now I’m broken, hangin by a thread, Livin this fuckd-up life, alone but not dead [Verse 2] Nites of regret, so dead within, Fuckn around, letting anyone in Empty sex, faces I cant recall, Woke up alone, just another booty call Wore that mask so goddamn long, Forgot who I was, where I belong (U Gay?) (U Straight?) Who gives a fuck? Never fit in, just ran out of luck **[Repeat Chorus]** [Bridge] Married 2 fast, afraid 2 be alone, Love turned 2 hate, wed always known Spent so many years runnin from the truth, I Fuckd myself over, I lost my youth Now I’m haunted by the guilt & the shame, Livin this fuckd-up life, nothin but pain But from the ruins, a last shot at hope, Even tho I’m swingin from the end of a rope [Chorus ANTHEMIC vocals, full band] Now I’m out, but the wars still on, Addictions a bitch, it only cares if ur gone Fell 4 the men who’d never love me back, Fuckd up & hollow, always off track Married a man I didnt even fuckn love, Lonely as hell, if u push, Ill shove Now I’m broken, hangin by a thread, Livin this fuckd-up life, alone but not dead!! [Outro] Im holdin on, but Im losin the fite Fuckn broken fading out of site This is who I am, take it or leave it But if u dont love me I got nothin 2 believe in

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